January 2009
80 posts
Glitter In The Air; P!nk
December 2008
18 posts
Damaged Hearts & A Better version of me.
If he can let me down; he will let me down. The sooner i make myself believe that, the better I will be. Hopeless, damaged, and a little beaten; Such is life.
YOU LIVE. YOU LEARN. YOU GROW.
Its all to be taken in stride; help me learn; and teach me something new. The something new is the rarity of me; and if you cant appreciate it, then there is no reason to waste any time.
None.
Bon Voyage Peter.
your were once a shining star. A glimmer of hope; a shard of happiness;a possibility of something better. Something worth it. You were someone i could potentially of spent the entire rest of my life with. Entangled in deep intellectual artistic nonsensical humour together. Someone who you would appreciate; and would appreciate you back just as much. You were once a star.You no longer even have a...
“Always do sober what you said you’d do drunk. That will teach you to keep your...”
– Ernest Hemingway (via overflowing)
This person reminds me of me…
creepy.
moving forward using all my breathe.
2 people. in the past 2 days. Have showed me how much i deserve. They have shown me so much. They are truely remarkable; and they are gold on earth.
Life is an obnoxious little journey. Seems to have a sick sense of humour i appreciate; and despise all the same. Maybe i can start making sense of more things now. Maybe I can even make more sense of me…spooky thought.
I am a human. I am a...
Consequence
People change. Lives begin, tears fall, another year.
I really. Can’t wait for 2009. I just need to hold on to hope that it will be better.
I feel; more and more. That nobody understands me. The way my mind works, how i feel, when i do feel; why I am me. nobody knows; nobody ever will.
Sow a thought. Reap an act.
Silent Night.
shipsinthenight:
It is Christmas eve. I should be feeling the holiday spirit by now, right?
Wrong.
It stings the most.
While i live my life, to its fullest. Sometimes i stumble, and become discouraged, I am merely an average human being, with a possibility of become extraordinary. But it seems there is alot too be learned before that door opens, and many obstacles to overcome. Obstacle 1. Gay. I hate that its a curse i never asked for, that people judge me based on it before they can even know me. That no matter...
Oh the winter comes.
Is love alive.
life is...delirious.
its akward. to feel akward…
Funny how every action has an equal and opposite reaction.
:| eh. ya live, learn, and grow. thats the best anyone can ask of me.
I Am an Endangered Species
Sometimes things bite.
Alot of those things, never get better.
But some do. Not all. But Some
And Some is better than nothing.
Just have to keep being that sunshine.
