I'm 23. I'm in love with a man who means everything to me and more, but we are not together right now, which kills; but I have Hope.

I Like Music, Acting, Community Involvement, Soccer, Self Sabotage, The color Red, Kiwi, and I worship the ever popular Dollar. Get to know me, look inside; you might figure it out more than me.

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"I’ll never forget the look on my father’s face as he gathered me up in his arms and raced through the burning building and out onto the pavement. I stood there shivering in my pajamas and watched the whole world go up in flames. And when it was over, I said to myself “is that all there is to a fire?"

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-from The Nines

An amazing film.

"once upon a time there was a crooked tree and a straight tree. and they grew next to each other. and everyday the straight tree would look at the crooked tree and he would say,” you’re crooked. you’ve always been crooked and you’ll continue to be crooked, but look at me! look at me,” said the straight tree he said,” I’m tall and I’m straight.” and then one day the lumberjacks came into the forest looked around and the manager in charge said,”cut all the straight trees.” and that crooked tree is still there to this day growing strong and strange."

- from Wristcutters: A Love story

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

doctor-gonzo:

Artist: Gogol Bordello

Track: Through The Roof ‘N’ Underground

And as we’re crossing border after border
We realize that difference is none
It’s underdogs who, and if you want it
You always have to make your own fun

Source: doctor-gonzo

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I’m afraid to sleep after the entire dream I had of us holding each other and sobbing. It is like torture to live with your memory haunting my thoughts, my dreams, my aspirations still. It honestly makes me want to crawl out of my skin knowing the depths of my soul and knowing that I let you near them, for you to toss my energy, my love, my friendship aside. I can’t tolerate that thought. I can’t tolerate that this is what it became. I can’t tolerate we don’t even speak the others name or share the same strange because we might brush and emotion would erupt. Its gravy on the surface but whats beneath has a greater purpose, its gravy on the surface but whats beautiful is worth it. 

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1/20 Albany, New York

1/22 Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

2/7 Atlantic City, New Jersey

2/23 Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

2/24 Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania*

3/11 Scranton, Pennsylvania

3/23 New York City, New York

3/24 New York City, New York

3/25 New York City, New York

Catch me In your Town, more info upon request ;) Cause if you don’t know, then now you know.

(via delightfullyoptimistic)

Source: jonny-whitby

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When you act like this, you might as well be a stranger. Cutting shit up like your putting yourself and I in danger. You break my heart and respect nothing we had, not me, not us. If that is how you want it bad, that’s how you can have it flat; but I know your not ready for the fallout of me walking away. It’s quite a scene really, and it is one of beauty, wonder, and amazing, all that I am; and none of that comes to those who betray the best they ever had. So sit around young children, watch and get ready. It’s the beginning of a new day & I am so ready

Nicki Minaj - Stupid Hoe (Explicit) (by NickiMinajAtVEVO)

Suck my Disnick…

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cdb1623:

hipster trap

& this is something that made me smile….

cdb1623:

hipster trap

& this is something that made me smile….

(via lenwilson54)

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hoodrat in the city.

hoodrat in the city.

wellspiration

wellspiration

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