Im not saying Im giving up.

zilentsam:

Im just trying not to think as much.

It seems like everybody’s watching, to point out my every flaw.
Dont blame me for mistakes you made, when I looked at you in awe.
You seemed to care and told people you did too
But when everything failed, they could only blame you.

Some day I will get this right.

It snowed on my birthday, it was beautiful. [Why did you have to be so miserable?]

4 Months 7 days 12 hours and 24 minutes.

I have been in americorps now. I have built 7 houses; one of which being Habitat for Humanities first and only ever “emerald” rated green house. Cleared 30 miles of trail in the Vicksburg national military park. Provided 8000 underprivledged children with a Christmas in Jackson Mississippi. Created
and built a website & database
which currently holds 1000 ( and will probablly hold upward of
2000) organizations in the state
of Mississippi, to make disabled
and vulnerable populations
lives so much easier on the
daily. Lived in New Orleans;
Bay St. louis; and Vicksburg
Worked with 10 individuals who have impacted my life, my outlook, and everything about me. They have inspired me to be my best me and I will love them till my last breathe. I have made an amazing best friend, Ginger Rubenstein; to be half the human she is would be far greater than I can eer imagine. And it’s only been 4 months 7 days 12 hours and 29 minutes. Why am I not satisfied? It’s an internal struggle anymore. I love every minute of this; yet I hate everything about me at this moment. Troubled.

TennaHO!

Finally in Tennessee, after the 9 hours from New Orleans Jessica, Kendall & I ARE FINALLY in Tennessee!!! An hour outside Nashville and then it’s all holidays till sunday! : )

P.s. Alabama gave us HELL, and I will return the favor once I Can!

Woah.

At Pizza hut and there is a woman who just keeps looking at me and she won’t stop smiling; she either thinks I’m famous or thinks I’m cute, and I’m terrified